Most of us see the 1st day of January as a time to try out new ways in which we wish to live our lives. Sometimes resolutions are brought out and dusted off from previous years, only to be relegated to a dusty corner of our minds once again. Some actually manage to keep up with their resolutions, reaping benefits from even minor changes that propel us forward.
I admit, I've always had a difficult time keeping my resolutions. I hope to believe this year is different. Certainly, I'm far more motivated than ever. 2010 will go down as the year that changed me forever. In February, I moved into an apartment after three years of homelessness. In July, I broke a disc in my back and needed major surgery. When I awoke after seven hours I was told had I not had the surgery I would have been completely paralyzed in a month. In November, I turned 50.
They still are not sure what caused the spinal fracture and I will begin tests this week to see if the same degeneration is taking place in my neck. Last week I turned slightly and felt something else "snap" as I twisted. One doctor is convinced it is some form of cancer despite the fact he isn't looking for it. I just had an epiphany. Life is short and I have too much to do to give up now.
My resolutions aren't so much things I plan to do as they are things I am already working on and am determined to keep on the path. I will write more, design more, create more, and worry less.
I will do my part in changing the world as I wish to see it. I am saddened by what is happening today in politics and religion. I have announced to everyone I am a Progressive, so now I will progress.
I realize some of my political and religious views may be contrary to yours. That's okay. You give me a chance and I will give you one. I promise to listen and consider. You may not change my mind; but, if you speak to me in a manner that is respectful, you're more likely to. Any comments involving name calling or patronizing will simply be deleted.
As my note above indicates, I will be covering many different issues. I want to share letters to , and from, my father during WWII, designs I make in crocheting, tatting and sewing, as well as my writing. You never know what tomorrow may bring.
Today I will keep it short and sweet. I'm diabetic and had a bit of a crisis today so my mind is not completely with my body at the moment.
2011 is the year I over come. My fears of failure, of success, of perfection are left on the doorstep of the past. I walk forward strong, capable and ready for anything. I hope to find you on the journey.
Good start! You go girl!
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